

95% of my personality is worrying I do everything wrong and that I will inevitably be abandoned because my traumatised ass is too much and simultaneously not enough
quick isolate yourself before everyone finds out you’re a horrible person and leaves you first
how do i delete myself and everything ive ever said from other ppl’s minds
trauma culture is hating being told what to do but simultaneously needing it in order to make any decision ever lol
you can’t hear it but my brain is constantly yelling at me telling me i’m a bad person
I didn’t plan for a future. I didn’t expect to live
I don’t need food
My body has enought fat to survive by itself.
I don’t want food
Food makes me horrible, ugly, gross, fat.
I don’t deserve food
I am a pig and I was all my life. I ruined myself. I don’t deserve it anymore.
I don’t like food
Feeling full, feeling big, feeling that shit, that I ate so fucking much. I hate it. I hate all of that.
I. don’t. need. any. freaking. food.
We need a thin acceptance. My weight of 41kg is perfect and healthy and every one who tells me i am anorexic and that i need to eat more is oppressing me and other thin babes. My low iron levels and low blood pressure are totally geneticz and not at all because of my weight and diet habits, guyz
you’ll never convince me that I’m actually welcome anywhere
you’ll never convince me that my thoughts and opinions are worth sharing or being heard
you’ll never convince me that I’m not an utter annoyance and a burden on everyone around me just by existing
why do i think everyone is lying to me? literally someone could say something logical and i’ll just make up an excuse to not believe them, what the fuck is wrong with me?