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嬉しいフリが得意気宛ら操り人形. I succeeded in pretending to be happy, just like a puppet.
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{this is a personal blog and contains distressing content. main is neuropozyne}
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withdrawnsuggestion:

i don’t want to be toxic. i’m so scared i am.

thedarkperidot:

95% of my personality is worrying I do everything wrong and that I will inevitably be abandoned because my traumatised ass is too much and simultaneously not enough

kissmesometime:

quick isolate yourself before everyone finds out you’re a horrible person and leaves you first

avoidnat:

how do i delete myself and everything ive ever said from other ppl’s minds

teartracks:

trauma culture is hating being told what to do but simultaneously needing it in order to make any decision ever lol

bpdcat:

you can’t hear it but my brain is constantly yelling at me telling me i’m a bad person

empty-and-lonely:

I can’t fucking do anything right

ineedthisformyfeelings:

I didn’t plan for a future. I didn’t expect to live

reblogmyselfie:

oh looks its i hate myself o’clock

inspired-by-bones:

I don’t need food

My body has enought fat to survive by itself.

I don’t want food

Food makes me horrible, ugly, gross, fat.

I don’t deserve food

I am a pig and I was all my life. I ruined myself. I don’t deserve it anymore.

I don’t like food

Feeling full, feeling big, feeling that shit, that I ate so fucking much. I hate it. I hate all of that.

I. don’t. need. any. freaking. food.

klickiekat:

We need a thin acceptance. My weight of 41kg is perfect and healthy and every one who tells me i am anorexic and that i need to eat more is oppressing me and other thin babes. My low iron levels and low blood pressure are totally geneticz and not at all because of my weight and diet habits, guyz

borderline-crow:

you’ll never convince me that I’m actually welcome anywhere

you’ll never convince me that my thoughts and opinions are worth sharing or being heard

you’ll never convince me that I’m not an utter annoyance and a burden on everyone around me just by existing

bpd-boiii:

why do i think everyone is lying to me? literally someone could say something logical and i’ll just make up an excuse to not believe them, what the fuck is wrong with me?

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